For the rest of the year, I serviced Brad at his whim. Even after he started another relationship with a girl, he kept up his use of me. And it wasn't... because she wasn't putting out. I guess I gave Brad something he didn't get from his girlfriends. Of course, he had the power of controlling me. Maybe that was it. But I liked to think that I could make him feel things that his girlfriend couldn't.For our sophomore year, Brad rented a house and told me that I would rent a room from him, which I. Kristen came up to me in the halland told me how her parents had gone away for the week, so would I like tospend the weekend at hers. Sure, why not I thought, it could probably be fun.We could give each other makeovers, talk about guys, maybe even get drunk offher parents alcohol. I arrived at her house about five and we spent the next few hours in the livingroom watching some of Kristen?s dvds and working our way through her daddy?swine cabinet. I hadn?t eaten and could feel the wine was going. He must have been bored out of his skull with just a load of middle aged men...I stepped out of the cupboard and Peters eyes lit up as he looked at me..."sexy as ever Anna sweetheart" he said to me...I was still shaking a bit and he said "Don't worry you will be fine. we are all friends here and I will look after you"I kissed him on the cheek and said if I wanted to stop at any point I would just say his name out loud and that was his key to get me out of there if needed!!He reminded me not to. Can he smell your passion, can he sense your arousal. His eyes take in all your beauty, inch by inch. I cannot see fully in the dark night, but in my mind, I see you smile seductively at him. In the shadows where I stand, I see you adjust your body just enough to allow him a small glimpse of your skin beneath your blouse. You move even closer to him, brushing against him softly, allowing him to feel the heat of your body. You whisper something in his ear, but what you say to him, will remain.