B I am so disconnected from myself when I am allowing these men to use me sexually and I have no idea how to manage stress properly so I figured if I ...look at my sexual activity in black and white I will have more insight. That is just how I feel about it anyway. I feel as if I am spiraling out of control and I know rock bottom is soon to follow but I still cannot get off the train. It is a very helpless feeling. ‘Talk to me more about your feelings Chayne.’ Well I think that…… ‘I’m sorry to. "You're welcome." said Buffy."I'm ready to go now." said Jennifer."That's fine." said Buffy.Jennifer got up and began picking up her clothing, putting it back on. Buffy stood up and pulled her pants up. Clint stayed on the bed, lounging, watching the two women. When Jennifer was finished she went to the door and opened it. Then she went back to the bed and leaned over to kiss Clint one last time. Buffy heard her thank him for being so gentle with her. Then Buffy followed her into the hall.. I feel these words are hard for here to say as there is a sadness in her eyes. It’s hard to believe that these beings with the fleshy claws will be my responsibility. I am so small and they so big. I don’t want to leave my brothers and sisters. I will miss my mother. We are trembling, fearful of the future. Our mother presses close around us, nudging for us to listen. ‘Your brothers and sister from the past have made me proud and I am confident you will choose wisely also. Remember to win the. Chief got his orders and that opened the door. The whole family gathered for the event; you'd have thought it was a wedding or something! Hilarious...By then, the countdown clock was ticking loudly; those of us in the original party all had things to do in preparation for disembarkation -- and Vera and Maureen did, too. Frankly, just about everyone had SOMETHING, but some of us had more responsibilities than others. Based upon general guidance, we let the AIs organize the disembarkation,.