I try hard not to wake my man up on those nights. Sometimes I get out of bed and go read a book or listen to music. Other nights I go sit on the porch... and let the cool night air relax me and I can rest. But many nights I just lay there in bed and try to force myself to sleep. This night, I was awakened by a fierce pain in my chest. The lupus was just sitting there and I could hardly breathe. I rolled over slightly to release the pressure on my left side and the pain subsided just a bit. I. We were downstairs by then and the lights in the dinning room, S-3/Operations and radio room were all on."Something is wrong," I told him. "I'll check the radio. You check with the guards, OK?" I told him."Sure," he answered, but retrieved his AK-47 from S-3 before going to check the guards, not willing to be out there with just a pistol."Cowboy 3 Alpha, Cowboy 3 Alpha, this is Tango 1 Bravo. Come in," I heard as I got the door to the radio room open. I hurried over to the set, which had been. Then my boner came back again to attention and she smiled with an evil grin in her eyes when she noticed my own arousal…She lay down on the bed and spread wide her long legs, to show me her glistening wet shaven pussy lips. I thought I was in Heaven…Moira smiled again and she beckoned me near. I wanted to feel that body under that soft fabric and caress those smooth legs. Lying on her stomach she asked if I could do her shoulders and so I started gently relaxing them.Moira was in the middle of. Conversation was flowing and it was a bit noisy in the restaurant. We weren't a large party, only about fifty of us, but the room wasn't that large and we filled it nicely.When we walked in though, there was a noticeable lull in the conversation.I hadn't told everyone that I was bringing a date to dinner tonight. It wasn't unheard of for me to bring a guest, or even a date, but I was as likely to show up alone as I was to have a date. Rebecca, my admin, had known, but she had been loyal to me.