I could feel her big tits but got my hands only about halfway between her knees and crotch before she slammed her legs shut. I had talked to other guy...s that had similar luck with her. I never told them that we were a couple I just let them ramble. One of the guys told me he had her braw off and she told him she was thinking about putting out for him… maybe on the next date. She never told me that! Finally we had a night off from work. We went to a Christmas gathering at my sisters house and had. I welcomed it from then on. I remember watching the movie ‘Saving Private Ryan’. There’s a scene in that movie where a young boy tastes chocolate for the first time. You could see the reaction to experiencing something so good for the first time. I think that was what it was like to experience physical touch. It was electric.I started finding ways to make that physical connection with people. The easiest and most obvious one was Michael. He’s 3 years older than me and I adored him. He was a. I open my eyes and look down at you, finding you waiting for my gaze. We lock eyes and you still don’t move. “Please,” I moan in barely more than a whisper.“Please what?” you respond firmly. I’m helpless to resist the power play right now. I need you to finish me, but I don’t mind in the slightest obliging your move because your control is intoxicating. You reach up and grab hold of my left breast, cupping first, then squeezing, then finally rolling my hard nipple between your thumb and palm. The out wave couldn’t totally puff-out because the object was blocking both my holes and so I would feel the energy waving back up inside my body. It went as far as to feel it in my throat. Fuck, I was on fire. Moments I would be so excited, I would loose control of toy object and started talking to you saying “Honey, hold it that side and press hard towards that way You can also put pressure on my anus hole” As I did what I wanted, I moaned hard on my pillow as climax was building-up.At that.