It is my role to so often play the cynic, to try to bring men back to earth. But I’ll take this juggler as a sign to move more in the direction of o...ptimism, to put more faith in the values and intelligence of my fellow humans. Also, I will take risks to put my own dreams on the face of this earth. And that does not always involve trusting one’s first intuition. after note: I’ve been working on that essay. We have to choose a single soliloquy and write a rather precise essay on it. I’ve read. I sip my tea and beat down my lust with the usual mental stick: the universities’ policy about faculty-student relations. I read it Basya’s first day in my class and memorized it when she asked me for coffee a week later. “Should a consensual relationship develop, or appear likely to develop, while the faculty member is in a position of authority, the faculty member and/or student shall avoid and/or terminate the position of authority.”I never bothered to look at the sanctions; I’d be fired,. As he was sucking me he had removed his shirt and placed it on the bike at the same time, as he was kneeling down I could see that he was removing his cock out.He stood up and his pant fell down, his cock was gleaming with his pre cum. It was average cock and was thick. He held my hand and placed it on his cock and told me to suck him. I resisted and said please don’t tell me to do that, in fact from the bottom of my heart I really wanted to suck it.He was forcing me to suck the same telling me. Mujh ko nahi dekha meru dood latk rahay thay or koe b saf dekh skh tha tha gala b bara tha per wo utha or apnay computer per bheth gaya main nay jaldi charoo di or cloth lay kar us ki table ko saf kar nay lagi wo bheta tha oe main jhok kar us ki table saf kar rahee thi or boobs ka rukh us k tafar kara hoa tha is bar us ki nazar phari ho gi meray per kuch dair tak main saf kar thi raheeor nechay dekh thi rahee phir 1 dam sir utha kar us ko dekha to wo meray boobs dekh raha tha or acha nak dar.