Itried to remember being sexually attracted to Jessica, but instead Icould only look at her with the positive, supportive, critical eye of afriend. I... could definitely acknowledge that she was very pretty, and Ithought that her sweater gave her a sexy look, but I definitely didn'tlook at her sexually any more. Again, it was the more warm emotion ofclose friendship and platonic love. A fleeting thought entered my mindthat I was jealous of her perfect, unmarked skin, and I almost laughedaloud. . Not exactly a Katie Perry song, but a surprising and sweet taboo. It was different, a very different first for me. His face and mouth felt like that of a man, strong and square with just the feel of light stubble. I have a shortly cropped beard, so likely he felt that more than I felt his stubble but the kiss said - MAN. What a feeling.I pulled back from the kiss, assessing my growing sense of control. I held his face with both hands and studied him. "You look just gorgeous Zach. I'm going to. “It happens.” His eyes shimmer behind his mask as he smiles. “You look familiar. Have we met before?”I manage some semblance of a smile in return. “I’m just a farmer, your Majesty.”His brow shoots up toward his hairline. “You think I’m the king?”My mouth flaps open and closed several times and I make some kind of strangled sound. I’m not sure what I’m trying to say, but I definitely don’t say anything at all.“Ah, I suppose it’s foolish to think a mask can really hide who I am.” He chuckles. Susan blushed and she looked at his face. She realized that David knew she was looking at his THING so she might as well go a little farther."Why is your THING hard, David?"It had the affect of a body blow. David sputtered and turned beet red. He didn't know how to answer."Uh, I can't talk to you about that! It's too embarrassing." It embarrasses me too, but I want to know about boys."That was a stiff left jab. David wanted to know about girls but he was still incapable of responding. Susan.