Or can I? I strain to hear it, suddenly focused for the first time in ages. It sounds concerned but as I struggle to decipher her words, it slowly dri...fts away. Words aren't needed to make me nervous, simply the sound of her voice makes my heart go nuts.After a few minutes of silence, I snigger to myself at the though of her being here. Why would she? She had obviously never cared about me to have done what she did or how she had ... But no, nothing further was heard. Obviously my mind was. I had set up many laptops in my time and had a box of mixed cables and stuff up in the loft so I got everything together, got dressed into a pair of shorts and tee shirt and headed off into the warm sunshine to visit Mrs Wilton. It was only a 10-minute drive and as it was school kicking out time there was plenty of eye candy on the route.Mrs Wilton had off road parking for 2 cars so I pulled in alongside what I assumed was her car and opened the boot to get my box of tricks and was greeted as I. ‘Light weight.’ She says softly grinning. ‘Letting your mom drink you under the table.’ I laugh with her. ‘Denis…. I love your father. I do. I love your brothers. But between the three of them if it isn’t football, beer or …pussy. They don’t think it’s worth thinking about.’ I’m glad I took the drink first. I would have choke to death on if I hadn’t. My Mom just said pussy! I’m starting to wonder if I’m awake or still dreaming. ‘I just wanted you to be more than that.’ Her eyes leave my face. Avalai paarthu sirithu kuthiyil nandraaga naka aarambithen velaikaari sugam thaangaamal haaaaaaaaa hmmmm endru munara aarambithaal.Pudai ootaiyil en naakai nandraaga suzhartri naki urinthen, velaikaari sugathil thudithu vitaal pinbu ival kuthiyil itharku mun yaarum naaku potathum illai.Aval kuthiyil naki konde irunthathil kaama sugam thaangaamal kuthiyil kanju vadinthathu. Athai naan muzhuvathum sappi naki kudithu vittu avalidam ithu naal varai naan en manaivi kuthiyil naaku potathu illai endru.