It was real nice. You think we can do it more often?" Her great longing showed as she looked up into his face."Cass, I been a big ass hole about a lot... of things. It's changin' ... uh changing." He corrected himself almost automatically. "There are lots of things changing in our lives, Cass. I mean it. You see," he paused, and then with an effort, he continued, "You see, Cass, uh, er, I love you." With those words he almost ran from their apartment, embarrassed at this show of honest emotion."I. After a few minutes We went back to see what Fred was doing and to our surprise he wasnt at the tent so we decided to look for him thinking maybe he walked down the way a little to our favorite fishing spot, in the cove where the trout were plenty this time of year. To our surprise we found Fred on a rock jerking off, Steve held me back and whispered to hide in the bushes which we did. I watched Steve and saw this was giving him an erection, he just squatted and watched Fred Stroke faster and. "You didn't tell me you had a secret weapon, David," Quinn remarked with chagrin."Yeah, Joe's a horse whisperer; says he knows the language but doesn't dream in it."Joe joined them. "He's a good horse, David." We did okay?" David asked."Very okay." Will Brigand let a tenderfoot like me ride him?" Sure. That's what he needs. He acts up to get attention. He's actually a sweet horse. Come on. I'll introduce you to him."Quinn rolled his eyes and shook his head.After returning to their hotel suite. ‘I don’t think you’ll understand it, Geoff. I’m sure you won’t. It isn’t anything you did or didn’t do. It’s about me. It’s about me trying to be a more complete person.’ At least she was looking at me now. ‘What the hell does that mean? Have you got a boyfriend or some guy on the side? Have you?’ I demanded. ‘How could you think such a thing? I have never cheated on you and I never would! This is about my … needs.’ She was beginning to sound a bit indignant and a bit more forceful. ‘Your.