I think he leaves his asshole hairy so I know i’m going down on and eating a man’s ass, not a woman’s. I think he wants me to know how bad I wan...t him, how bad i am craving a man, not a woman. I looked up from between his legs and saw that he was stroking his cock now. Big, thick, hard and magnificent. I became jealous, I wanted to be the one pleasuring that cock. I moved my mouth to the head of his dick and licked and sucked at it as he continued to stroke himself. The firm, swollen head felt. It meant, “girls, come here.”He saw three little black heads pop up above the grass. Three slender girls stood up and made their way through the tall grass until they were standing in front of Akeela. They were young teenagers and they were gorgeous. They had on what had been brightly colored wraps, now very dirty and bedraggled. They were barefoot and their big, frightened brown eyes stared up at him. They looked like sisters. Akeela introduced them. Kira was the oldest at seventeen. She had. As I dressed, I watched her pull nylons over her legs and clip them to little suspenders that drifted down from panties that I had never seen before. Something new and very sexy, panties with stockings attached to panties by sexy little ribbons made a sensuous sight, the dark bands around her thighs highlighting the firm elegance of her legs.She slipped a simple black dress over her head and I watched as the push-up bra disappeared first, and then the black panties and finally the stockings.. I wish there were something I could point to and say that! That right there, that’s why I can barely make it to the bathroom, sit at the kitchen table for maybe five minutes or the back porch for a cigarette, before almost literally crawling back for the bed. The smell of the sheets bothers me, they feel almost painful against the skin of my legs like they’re crawling with bits of fire. But I just can’t lift myself up, like a flashflood and I’m sinking in it. Nothing even happened, that I can.