"He said it first! He said it first! I can tell him now. I can believe it now. I can KNOW it now!"Oh, CJ," I cried. "I love you," planting my lips to ...his. Then I buried my head into his chest, holding him tightly. "I love you."CJ and I talked for a long time. I felt like I was finally able to breathe again. When he suggested inviting my dad over and telling everyone at the same time, I sunk back into anxious desperation. I'm glad CJ revoked my crying privileges. But no one could forbid me from. They’ve made that perfectly clear.”Visiting hours were over at eight, and Malcolm left when a nurse came in to check Kevin’s vital signs.When she wrote the results on his chart Kevin asked, “How am I doing?”“Actually, you’re doing pretty good. I’m going to give you something for the pain and to help you sleep. According to the doctor’s instructions, you’re supposed to be allowed to eat in the morning.”“Good, because I’m starved.”“I can imagine. Just remember, we’ll have to start you out slowly,. My parents met each other in college. They got married right after graduation. A couple years after that, Mom became a stay-at-home mother with me, the oldest of two c***dren. My younger sister, Sarah, was born a couple years after me. I could remember how Dad worked long hours every day, usually not returning home for the night. Mom would find lipstick and perfume on his shirts when she did the laundry. She never said anything because she feared her life would fall apart. Anybody could tell. Main zalim nahi hoon per kya karooon phir us nay ap nay lund ko press kia to meri chooth ander c ho gae phir us nay kaha essa nahi hoo ga or uth kar dressing say cream laya or meri chooth per dal di phir us nay meri chooth main lund ko rakah or aram say jhtka dia thora sa he topi gae thi k meri chikh nikal nay lagi or main tarap nay lagi phir us nay or dhka dia or meri kano say dohan niklnay lagy abhi adhi topi b nahi gae thius ko gussa agay or us nay zorro say jhtka mara or meri chooth main.