I wish I could cry too but that kind of release is gone from me."I loved her. We were making plans." His anguish is plain to hear in his voice.I can o...nly shake my head, I have no pity but I can sympathize with his hurt."Chronos, Status." Sabers commanding voice cuts through our grief."Everyone safe and sound." I slowly climb to my feet. "All clear on the road coming in." I relay to him.As I look around, I see that everyone who is still standing has come over to Holiday and me. I hang my head as. I dried my hair and brushed my teeth. I slipped on some drawstring pajama bottoms and padded downstairs barefoot and bare chested. Prolonging my entry into the room as long as I could, I first went into the kitchen and got a tray and poured them two glasses of red wine from the bottle they had started and got two bottles of water from the 'fridge. I opened a cold beer for myself and with these I returned to the den, wondering what I was going to see.All actionEntering the room, I was hoping to. "Okay! Everyone listen up!" she then said loudly "It's Melisa and Ella's birthday today!" and everyone cheered, before Katie continued "And so I've arranged a birthday treat for them!" and everyone cheered again.Then the music began again, and Tyler, Katie's boyfriend strolled up to the girls doing his best strutting and dance moves, before he started to take off his shirt and show off his muscular body, and everyone cheered, and the twins looked a little shocked, and then Tyler began to undo. I apologized again and sat beside Her putting my arm around Her and pulling her close. I explained how She need not be embarrassed it was natural for Her to have written them. She turned towards me pulled me tight to Her and cried into my shoulder as She told me that these letters were not from Her. I was speechless, my pa...ts had the perfect marriage. Never fighting or arguing. Never short with each other, always together and happy. How could this be. Trying to console her I said anything I.