Being a cared little one in a big girl's body.Why do I want to be diapered> I've come to realize that I'm pretty much desperate for attention and star...ved of a c***dhood I never got to have. for years I had always wanted to have had the courage to take my mother up on her offer of skirts and petticoats, even if she was intending to mock me for wanting it. Being in diapers puts me right back to that time. When I was at my most sexually vulnerable, bearing who I really was to her. A Sissy Baby.In. Meanwhile my dick had lost its control and had reached its maximum length.I made myself nude in next instance and made her see me nude. She was wondering and staring my cock with lust. I told her “it’s for you”. She stood up, held it in her hand and kissed my cock head. I asked her “make it sweet with your rose petal lips”.She smiled and cutely opened her mouth and let my dick in. I was on cloud nine. My crush sucking my dick! Seriously her soft lips rubbing my dick and touching my balls I was. I insisted on a condom which he refused at first saying it ruined thefeeling etc, yeah It does but I want to remain alive and healthy, and he was a tart. (I know YOU are, but what am I?) After I went to pick my clothes up an leave , he went off to get condomsfrom somewhere. I sat on the sofa, gently masturbating, when he came back. He slipped his condom on and moved up between my thighs, walking on hisknees. "You ready?" he whispered I shook my head and opened my legs "Lick me" He licked Once. His right hand traced from my knee, up my white nylons, then under my dress. He cupped my left buttock lifting me off the bed. His other hand slipped under and pulled the dress up to my waist. The nylon tops and garters were in full view. His eyes widened as he realized I had no panties. He raised his head to meet my eyes --- I was frozen. The minute he pulled my dress up I shut down again. “You’re kidding…hello, earth to Jen.” he mocked. My arms were locked in place at my sides. .