It was almost the end of the night and I had a table full of goofballs, douchebags, if you will. While handing out checks, one of them "accidently" dr...opped the pen I handed him to sign his receipts."Oops," he said with exaggerated emphasis.I picked up the pen and just said fuck it."I get off in thirty minutes, if you really wanna see my ass let me fucking know," I said tiredly while writing my phone number on a piece of paper. He turned bright red while all of his boorish friends whooped and. I kept telling him I loved him, and Ihope he loved me.Now, my friends, That Love business is a big deal. It's one thing to fuckaround with a dude. It's another to use the word Love. Of course I didn'tlove him. He was a teenage fuck!He was a boy to play with. But I also knew that after breaking up with hisgirlfriend, he had to transfer his "IDEA" of love to someone. And thatsomeone was me. If he loved me...if he needed me, he would do what Iwanted. And he would open up the secret submissive side. Before I go to sleep. So I went back to him, his blanket lay on the floor and Thilo stood at the window and wanted to climb out. I said what are you doing anything and he chanted to himself. I do not understand him. I think he really did not know where he is currently located. I said Thilo that we here in the 5th Floor, you can climb here not get out. You're not at your home. But he understood me and was not in volume. Thilo said I should let him go. I noticed that his pants were wet. I went. Well, I am an erotic model and a wanna-be actress in the adult entertainment business. However, that was not always the case. I was brought up in a strict religious home where sex outside marriage was taboo and nudity reserved for the bathroom. I left home rebelling against these silly rules and vowed that I would be naked as often as possible. I also never wore underwear anymore. Six months ago, I was a bored final year Business Ethics student at USC, struggling to make ends meet. The only.