He was smiling but he looked guarded. So…?, he asked again. Like it was actually important to him. I think that was the moment I really let go of t...he last of the taboos that I had. Maybe, and its Tim, I said. Then lets pretend that I am Tim since I have deprived you of the pleasure of his acquaintance, Steffan said. How so?, I said, my eyes twinkling. He took both my hands and pulled me towards him and placed it in his shoulder. My heart was beating really fast now. Sure, he probably thought. With each exhale you aregetting more and more suggestible. With each exhale you are more and moreof trusting everything I say. You are now under my control. Listen toeverything I say. You are in a deep trance. You are under my completecontrol. You stay under my complete control until I release you. I will be helping you be confident around women, just not in the way youthink. You love and have always loved dressing up like a girl. When youwear lipstick and other makeup, and dresses and high. I couldn’t make out what they were saying as I waited and watched. About 15 minutes later, a group of people came out onto the deck. There were several men and my wife. They all had drinks in their hands and were laughing as they came noisily onto the deck. I crouched down a little more but could still see the entire deck from where I was. After a few minutes of, what seemed like idle chatter and laughter, I watched my wife put her drink down. She slowly moved in amongst the men and they. David and Meri both signed up for Drivers Ed, since they'd both be sixteen by the start of the next school year, with David being able to drive come summer, once he passed the course, his driver's test and got his limited license, he also planned on getting his motorcycle endorsement, but that would be some time in the future.One thing that some found curious was that it seemed as if the two of them never got ill. Nor, did Meri ever complain of women's problems each month. The one time that.