"I made a fool of myself." Still you could not get his face, his smile out of your mind. You shook your head, trying to clear the unclean thoughts and... got ready for bed. Your head hit the pillow and you closed your eyes but you couldn't sleep. You tossed and turned. It wasn't so much the click-clack of the train but the visions that kept you awake. You got up, still in your nightgown and throwing a shawl over your shoulders, you left your cabin and stepped to the rear of the sleeping car. . Fr mainu kenda ab ap meri gaand lae lo na.M: ha sure idhar aa…Ena keh ke mai condom chadaya apne lun te, te onu ghodi banaya. Apne hatan nal thodi odi bund kholi te aandar pa ditta lun. Ahhhh …. Ssssss …… Hmm paayaar ….. Seee. Eeeee .. E… E.. Eeee januMai odi bund mar rea ch ghodi bana ke. Ode gore gore mamme latak raye c thalle nu. Mai bund marde marde ode mamme v put rea c. Oh awaazan kad rea c……Hhmmm aaram se,…… Plz…. Zzzzzz …. Ahhh …. Ahhh janu aaaaahh. Fer mainu kenda : ab aap mere nich. I was particularly pleased about this, because it meant that life wouldn’t be so dull for the next few days, and Jenny was happy to play nursemaid. From the moment she arrived, she couldn’t do enough for me, but more than that, she just filled me with joy. For most of while I recuperated, I lounged around in my pyjamas, which made it easier to wash myself and go to the loo without too much assistance. Plus, my mother helped where necessary, as for two weeks following the accident she had. "Spread 'em!" he commanded, and thenext thing I knew I was spread-eagled against the blazing hot hood,feeling his hands pat me down over my dress. Before I knew what washappening, he pulled my hands behind my back and cuffed me! Then he frog-marched me back to his cruiser and tossed me roughly into the back seat.I thought about fessing up and telling him I was really just a harmlesscross dresser, but then I worried that I'd be admitting that I'd lied to alaw enforcement officer, so I kept my.