I even wore her panties into school under my trousers.I used to love getting dressed up in her school uniform. Lightblue jumper and pleated skirt. I d...on't know why I did this, but Icouldn't stop. I never got caught of course, that would have beentoo much for dad. He hated gays and transsexuals. I was neitherbut I don't think he would have believed me.I married Linda when I was twenty five. Old enough I suppose butI never grew out of my fetish. I used to dream at night aboutbeing a real girl. I. " We had some good times, lots of good times. And she looked great,beautiful body - and the sex, Chip. Oooh, could she shimmy her hips."Donna swirls her beer again, seeking some answers in the patterns maybe.Or honesty; of all people Chip warrants that."Do you know, being with her... I thought I'd feel like a man." What does being a man feel like?" Does anybody know? Even men?"Chip's mostly thirty and still answers 28 when anybody asks her age; shehas broad shoulders and strong features,. Wendy bewitched my older daughters with her skilled kitchen work. They found the lunch tasty and liked the dinner too later. The younger kids went for their afternoon nap and I talked with my older daughters. They called me Dad.My daughters loved their siblings, our young kids and they played with them for hours when they got up from their nap. Wendy and I smiled at each other all day and we walked on clouds Sunday they went to the kitchen with Wendy. After lunch my daughters went to learn. It could be her next try, or it could take a whole lot longer. You'll get your painting though, it just might take her awhile." She really surprised me that last time you two came over. Not just that she spoke to me, but the way she seemed so confident, so sure of what she wanted." I was shocked too. I haven't heard her say so many words to any guy, not since that other thing happened to her. She was raped and beaten up by a guy who was like a boyfriend to her. He raped her twice, beating her.