His life had meaning again. He had a reason to live. He smiled, his heart full. My world is right here, he thought. And it’s perfect. She’s perfe...ct. He looked at Amy and marveled. The love of my life, he thought. She came late – but she’s here. He loved her with all his heart, with everything he was and had ever been, and that love was as deep and certain as his love of honor, and valor, and of his country – the lights by which he had always found his way and known who and what he was. But. "Now the party can start. Get yourself a drink, you've got lots of catching up to do."Shawn took my bag as I entered the room. "Kevin! You made it!" Elise squealed. Her voice slurred enough that it was obvious she had quite a bit to drink already. "I'll be right there as soon as we're done."I turned my head to her and I noticed that Brad was sitting on the edge of the sofa trying to fix a clasp on Elise's bikini top. She was leaning forward with her hands on his knees, her perfect breasts. " Pleasure Nate," said Joe reaching across shaking hands."That obvious hughhh?" smirked Nate. "Do I look that bad?" "Well?" smiled Joe. "How about we just say I'm very observant? Care toshare your troubles?" Sure if I knew where would I start?" said Nate dropping a few morebills on the bar. "How about another please?" Where ever you'd like?" said Joe pouring another shot. "In thisbusiness I hear it all Nate and you become a good listener." I bet," said Nate downing the shot."But let's slow down. The hot water felt amazing, and I took the buttplug from the side and slipped it in, after all I deserved a reward for the effort I’d just exerted. Soaping up my body, my nipples immediately hardened to the touch and my cock sprang to life. The horniness I woke up with had never really gone away, and the encounter in the park only served to exacerbate that.It suddenly dawned on me that what I did to Marc was not really different to what I did on my cam shows every day. Yes it was not the same.