With that i went home and later told Salma all about it, she was shocked, but he is only 19, she said, " honey he is a big lad " oh my god tell me thi...s is not happening, what about you and our two boys she said, don't worry i'll be around and it's the weekend we'll send the boy's to there grandparents house, i said " oh i am nervous about him " moaned Salma, don't honey, just take your time with him, with the foreplay and when you are ready then fuck him, she nodded then we kissed....next day. "Don't you mean it's like riding a bike?" she said with a chuckle."Oh, yeah, I guess that is what I meant," I said really feeling stupid. Then, in an attempt to redeem myself I added, "Do me a favor though, if I do fall off, will you put me back on?" You got it cowboy," she responded with a laugh.Wow, this was beyond fantastic, I thought. Here I am spending the first night in my brand new home and I'm spending it with the first woman I've had feelings for in years. As we entered the house a. Sleazy I know, but it takes care of my weekly needs and of course, I’m comfortable with the anonymity,” he answered.Somewhat taken aback I replied, “I have never been to one of those.”“Well, why don’t you join me tomorrow? I’ll show you the ropes,” he stated in a matter-of-fact way.Truthfully, I really wasn’t interested but felt that rejecting his offer would be inappropriate. Petrie had bared his soul, and I also didn’t want him to think that I was condemnatory of his sexual habits. I would. It is strange that this is thetime others tell us we are going to Hell when, in reality, we have justgotten out of it. The hate they give us is sometimes greater than thecontempt that should be reserved for murderers. But they forget that "wehave not come into being to hate and destroy, (but instead) to praise, tolabor and to love." The hate goes so far that some religious institutionshave barred us from even entering their houses of worship or require usto wear "gender neutral".