Moan…baby-UHHH! I told you…groan.. didn’t I?” Tammy says; and I open my eyes for the first time in what seems like days. And there’s Tammy k...neeling on the bed in front of me riding an enormous black dildo: smoking with one hand and pinching a nipple with another. “Here you go baby” she says as she places the cigarette in my mouth. I inhale as deeply as I start to push back against Tom. “Fuck me baby, oh yes: fuck meeeeee!” my exhaled smoke screams in torrent white puffs. And then I’m exploding. " No, I think that is life. That is for her anyway and I hope all of her heartbreak is in the past. Good, the burgers are almost done." I shouted into the gazebo, "Hey kids, I'm cooking hot dogs out here. Come grab yours. We Dads are going inside to eat. There are Eskimo pies upstairs when you finish playing."Upstairs it was the usual, what do you do, where did you grow up, go to school, etc. Will and Kim were the Grovers. Kim had a law degree, but Will kept her pregnant, so she had never. .”“Shush! Let me finish.”He frowned.She took a deep, bracing breath. “Ever since we’ve been ... intimate, I’ve started worrying and I can’t stop it. I worry that I’m too happy and something’s going to happen to you and I’m going to lose you, or I’ll do something stupid and ruin what we have. It’s gotten worse in the last couple of weeks.”“What do you think’s going to happen?” he asked.Rory shrugged. “That’s just it. I don’t know. There’s nothing specific. I’m just scared it’ll happen and I. I banged the door shut and booted it.Rather than go to my friend’s house I changed direction towards the lake. It was time to think.“She’s fabulous looking”, I thought. I wondered why she went after me when she could have anyone she wanted. I thought a lot about the man in her room, and especially the risk she took. “Jesus if my Dad knew, he’d kill her”.It was only then I remembered that my Dad was away for a few days. While I like my Dad a lot I never spent anytime with him. He only ever asked.