These are my feelings -- my mixed emotions -- both for her, and about finally going 'all the way' with her:I thought of you today after the lovely lun...ch we sharedThe way you looked, and all the things you saidWhen you urged me yet again to take our friendship all the wayAnd share the scintillating splendor of two women together in bed.We've been friends for so long, and yet I never knewThis side of you, that you've finally let me see:Your appetite for carnal knowledge of women who like. I got alway the way to their front door when i looked around checkin no one was looking and slipped off my knickers and put them in my bag, they were damp already. I knocked on the door and tryed to lean against the wall with my leg up, ( you know like in those movies were the guy opens the door and the really hot girl is leaning sexly up against the wall) it didnt work i just looked stupid, but when the door opened i saw jack for the first time.he was tall with short brown hair little rounded. Revathi closed her eyes in shame because a younger boy is now touching her body without her permission. I was licking the boy’s balls in the doggy position.Ram pulled Kasturi by the hair and let her sit on my back facing my ass. I can feel her wetness through her panties. She spread my ass hole and spit on it, it was cold in my ass. Then I can feel a thick head in my ass wall. A sudden push by Ram. I scream loud. I can’t hold it and try to escape.But Kasturi and Ram hold me tightly. I almost. Two of them holds my hands and I walk forward, dazed, them in them rippedskinny jeans and tank tops, one of them fiddling with the speakers, andme with my beard and fat ass and stupid security uniform, and they'resmiling and giggling and I'm full of shame and heartbreak and the musicstarts.They dance, and I'm dancing along too. I'm dancing and I'm sweating and Irealise I've seen their dance a hundred times, maybe, it's this Koreansong about a girl's heart and making it go aflutter, that kind of.