When i was 18, i had just finished my school exams, and had returned home as i had to become a day scholar in a local college. On the first day, sange...eta came to my bedroom with bed tea, and shake me by my shoulder. I got up and she placed the cup on my bedside table. While putting the cup on table, her sari fell open from the side showing me her breast. Being old her brest was now sagging but it still excited me and i got an instant hard on. I controlled myself for the time being, but it. We sat face to face. It was not the first time I was observing her closely. Draped in pink and white silk saree with pink blouses with a tranquilising faint red lipstick with eyeliner in the eyelids. She had a pair of the breast to die for and a nice ass. But she covered decently most of her body parts. My classmates had a huge crush on her, but I never see her in that way. She started to teach.She was really an expert in physics lecture.After finishing lecture on one chapter, she told, “that’s. I still hadn't said anything to Mum or Trudy butI think Trudy had some idea of what I planned. Maybe Mum did to.But now was the chance to reclaim my lost masculinity because I was off touniversity where I could go from wearing all these girl's clothes to beingboy again. I could stop wearing panties, bras, petticoats, pantyhose,dresses and heels and all the other trappings of femininity and be a normalboy again.Normal for a Goth anyway.I could have a "sex change" and be Julian again and stop. She did everything she knew to help and be supportive including the suggestion of a counselor but his pride precluded his ever facing his problems or even acknowledging them. Jobs never lasted and when they didn't, she was usually the one who paid the price. What started as an occasional slap, soon degenerated, after Kyle was born, into full scale beatings, which had twice landed her in the hospital.She had thought that despite the deteriorating relationship with Allan, she would at least have.