Val and I have been dreaming of 'doing it' for ages now. She kept on about how she wanted to lose her virginity with an older guy and we both wanted o...ur first time to be something outrageous.We just didn't want it to be quite so overwhelming. If you hadn't taken her control away, I know she would have been absolutely livid!" I told you I wouldn't hurt you and that you'd enjoy things" I said, stroking her hair."Yes, but it took me a while to realise that I wanted to enjoy it. I stopped being. .it's not that. I love you, Justin. It's just...you're wonderful, and making love is fine, but sometimes I don't want to be treated like I'm made of glass. I want—" "To be fucked like a slut? Used and degraded?" Kelly's eyes widened; she waited for the inevitable blowup, but it never came. Justin merely regarded her coolly, finally giving her a small smile when he saw her hesitation. "Answer truthfully." "Yes, but—" "Don't do that. I asked for the truth. I meant what I said, Kelly. I love you,. " Holy shit, really? That's a lot!" It is, but it feels so damn good...and if the girl really knows what she's doing, she can make me squirt." What, like a girl?" Yeah basically." Wow, I didn't even know guys could do that..." You know, if you want, I can show you sometime." Really? I might take you up on that."The conversation went on for a bit longer before we went our separate ways. Since we went to the same college, I knew I'd see her around.***********************A few days later, Anna and. It was a decent-sized bundle.Lunch was fried chops and bread. In the afternoon I tried to work out where the aborigine camp was. It was near the Oonagie Sandhill about 200 kilometres from the Station. I could see it taking three days to get there on foot. The Outback guide said just over nine hours by motor bike.The weather continued quite fine. There’d been no rain to speak of and the overnight temperatures hovered around 20 C and the afternoon highs were just over 30. But we were in Spring.