.oh god stop ittrisha...I caught myself doing it; going back and forth in that sissyhaze of self-doubt and questioning.At lunch, I decided to eat alon...e cause I had to think, and my throatsituation helped to keep people away from me thinking I had bronchitis orwhatever. I went to the park - a beautiful late fall day in the city, alittle chill in the air and the buzz of life all around. Then ablessing: HR called on my cell and said to take the rest of the day offsince I wasn't feeling well and. Or fir rat ko hmne upar sone ka program bnaya kyoki niche garmi thi or sbse phle nani ka bister fir seema ka or fir mera bister lgaya gya or rat ko bhi hum bate krte rhe or mne baten krte krte apna hath seema k pate pr rkh diya or ferne lga wo kuch ni boli fir dhire dhire m hath upar lane lga to usne hath pakad kr niche kr diya pr roka nhi fir mne aisa 2-3 bar kiya or hr bar usne aisa hi kiya or is bar mne apna hath niche pate k niche ke gya or mera hath uski chut k just upar tha tbhi usne hath. Sometimes I felt intimidated by what I had to do, but Dad always told me that people before me had managed to get through and I could, too.All of a sudden, she pulled into a rest area and parked in front of the restrooms. "Your turn to drive. I failed to follow my mother's instructions and pee before I left. I have to run in here." She laughed, "Maybe someday I will pay more attention to my mother's advice."We returned, refreshed as they say, and she sat in the center seat and fastened her. Avan en thalaiyai pidithu kondu sexyaaga sunniyai vaaiyil vittu ooka aarambithaan, sunni oliyaaga irunthathaal umba sulabamaaga irunthathu.Avan sunni en thondaiyil kuthiyathu appozhuthu ennaku muchu thinariyathu, naan sunniyai vaaiyil irunthu veliyil eduthen.Susi ennai maadu pondra nilaiyil guniya vaithu sexyaaga suuthai pidithu kuthiyil sunniyai iraki ooka aarambithaan. Sunni muthalil muzhumaiyaaga ulle sela vilai, avan sunni ule irangum pozhuthu puthu vithamaana kaama unarchi vanthathu.Avan.