"The contrast! The contrast!" WILLY said with an expression, now, that?" "You do that in my room, and I'll kick your butt out of here--hard!!" JOHN sa...id, leaning forward as he struck the top of his blanket with his fist. "Why is he being so violent?" STAN asked. "Actually, he's just threatening," BEN said. "Don't I even get that kind of sex!!" WILLY said frustrated, but not enough to stop him from?" "That's it!!" JOHN yelled, leaping out of his bed. "There's the violence," STAN said, standing. I really didn’t mind. There was something fun and exciting about the chaos and the strong camaraderie that ensued. Having never been through one of these events, I was attracted to the strong bonding that grew stronger as the issue date approached. All this frenetic energy all around me happened to coalesce with what was happening to me at home. Joey’s obsessive interest in exhibiting me, his growing attention to my clothes, and new found insistence on my public sexuality, had come to produce. My friends, Ann's friends, mutual friends, and a couple of girls nobody knew, but they brought three bottles of Jack, so nobody complained. They took off soon enough, with a couple of guys, and left the bottles behind. And there was my celebrated cast iron chili, and nobody ever complained about that. All meat, no beans. As we started around four, everyone was gone by midnight. It was me and Ann, of course, and Romy, her best friend, just the three of us. I switched the music off, found my. We just sit there and kept drinking wine and talking like it's the most normal thing in the world that we are both naked while doing so. I didn't even had to focus on looking you in the eyes because you've been not around me for so long I just needed to know anything about your life. I just needed to talk to you. I simply enjoyed looking in your eyes while talking more on that night, then I ever enjoyed it again in any situation with anybody. We touched each other, smiled at each other and.