I was afraid this might trigger Neil’s own fears to get worse, but my smart husband was totally calm and logical about it. He told me he wasn’t su...rprised, and that my heightened excitement and different feelings were natural, as we’d agreed that it was okay for me to be more emotionally open and available to Jason. Neil explained that as we were moving from something mainly physical to something that was a mix of physical and emotional, it would feel different.Put like this, it all seemed very. Gotta do a different number every night or I'm out on the street. The cold, cold street. Might as well be the executioner's axe.Out walking the streets again. Gotta find a job. Sherry gave me another twenty-five, and that'll keep me eating for the day, but not much more than that. As soon as I can scrounge up work, I'll start putting gelt aside toward an apartment. Meanwhile, I have a place to sleep as long as I can keep amusing that crazy broad with inventive ways of connecting.Day 5:Doggie. I pushed her against a white board. I tried for her jacket but she pushed me away, I stood once again shocked as she slowly took her jacket down her arms and let it drop on the floor. What was revealed was a sexy black and purple polka dot Victoria Secret bra. All the while keeping her eyes on me. Maybe I hadn’t emphasised Miss Fay’s body enough, her legs were perfect, her breasts were really quite big when in their full glory, and she was a goddess, one to make Aphrodite cry. She knelt down. She was loving it so much that she made an excuse to get something out of her bag, leaving her chair and kneeling down to ensure that both the waiter and I got a good look down her cleavage, and that she was wearing no knickers, her smooth bald pussy clearly visible. The waiter remained totally professional apart from blushing slightly whilst I felt a little physically uncomfortable as my hardening cock was too tightly restrained within my chinos. When he left, Marina smiled knowingly over at.