I should be a popular kid, but I'm too ugly for their standards. I'm slightly overweight, with scraggly brown hair and pudgy facial features. I've put... up with being shunned for this long, but really, I would give anything to be an attractive cool kid!Well it seems finally my wish might be coming true, though it's a little late if you ask me. I was hanging out in the library when some student I'd never really noticed before approached me. He looked a little bit like a goth, but somehow more. .. Alex deserves - " Lexia," I corrected. "Alexia if you must, but she prefer Lexia." I wanted to see... her. To see you."After everything he'd said, after everything he'd done, and hadn'tdone, he wanted to see her now!"I've been thinking," he admitted."You should have done that last year when she needed you!" Ipractically snarled."It's not easy!" No it wasn't and it isn't and you made it worse."Miss Vogel's behemoth voice cut through the chatter in the hall andsilence fell. She started into. Tails was a really great result.I must confess, I would have been devastated if I had become a woman,given myself to Mike, while risking pregnancy and STD's, without himwanting to continue our relationship. Taking those kind of chances tosatisfy my desire, and having him walk away, would have been humiliating.My cell phone rang. I sat up in the tub and reached for my Android LG,which I had placed on a low shelf.It was Mike.I said, "Hi."He wasn't in the mood for polite chit chat. "Did you really. In any case, she had big dark eyes that I just wanted to stare into. Her wide mouth held a big smile. She looked at me and repeated: "Are you ready to order?" I swallowed, and she could clearly see that she had made an impression, but I suspected that that was pretty much how men always reacted to her. "Can I have a bowl with one scoop of pistachio and two of your delicious vanilla parfait?" I asked. "So you've been here before?" she opted. "At least a couple of times a year, but I don't.