I had to take a chance, to tell her how I felt, to show her that I wanted her. My mother had a mental block. She simply could not accept that she was ...in love with me, that she wanted me. I would need to shock some sense into her, to force her to accept the truth. It seems I would have no choice but to rape her one last time to get her attention, to earn the right to love her. Considering our recent family tradition, I decided to do her on Christmas day. I also would continue the practice of. "Don't get any ideas cucky!" Karen grinned, flicking the end of my cock with a long red well manicured nail. I jumped back making a very unmanly yelp! She laughed. "Not for you today cucky. At least not until I get home!" She grinned wickedly.I laughed and started to get dressed for work. My cock however remained hard as all I could think about was that I had given my wife permission to fuck her now not so secret, big cocked lover! They were going to take the afternoon off, go to his place and. I just would want to suck his cock while you watch, and help me,” I said, hopeful.“What else do you know about him?” she asked, frowning. “You didn’t tell him where we live, did you?” She’s so nervous over being outed revealing our address freaks her out.“No. He only knows we’re in Coastal NC,” I said. “And he did send me some photos of himself…and his very nice cock. He’s a handsome very light-skinned soldier, very fit, tall and good looking, honey. And seems very polite. Remember that soldier. Mike can be, shall we say, a little 'quick'. This is one of the reasons I rarely (if ever) come during actual straight sex with him.He climaxed in a few minutes as usual, taking the chequered flag just as I was leaving the pits and it left me more than a little "deflated", fuelled up, foot to the floor but race over. He had taken off all my clothes but I didn't put on anything on again, I just slipped through for my dressing gown and sat in that, coming back down slowly and sipping a glass of.