. I was so sweaty and insecure, I didn't know what I was doing.. I just imagined myself sucking him off and it turned me on so much. Surprisingly, the... taxi driver expressed his willingness to take an active part of my initiation. He was fat, bold and sweaty, and his cock was fat and short (luckily). I couldn't care less as I was so into it. I remember I was trembling when he unzipped his pants, after pulling aside the car and commanding me to come over."This is it. " i thought. I am about to. I called Radhika that night and we talked for about 10 minutes.She told me she was just 22 years old. Next day I got Whatsapp message from her.She said u look good, she had seen my pic in WhatsApp dp.I saw her dp but she had kept some child image as her dp. I asked her who is the child in ur dp and she told it was her nephew. We made long chatting on that day, she told me she had just broken up with her boyfriend. She lives nearby to my working place, I asked her pic in the message she readily. I can never seem to do it the same way twice. I usually wear the wrong things or do my makeup badly, and of course, trying to do anything but a ponytail is out of the question. So far, every time I tried to do my best, I felt like a clown. I was disheartened and disillusioned because I wanted to be able to dress, look, and live as a girl. Of course the odds were against me ever succeeding. I'm 17, not too tall and a bit but pudgy. I have reddish brown hair with blue eyes. My name is Andy Grant.. It was something that I would have wanted to say to Jacqui, but never considered that I'd have the nerve to. I instantly shut up and looked at the recipient in trepidation.That she heard what I said was obvious, as a surprised and I think pleased look appeared. However she chose not to respond, instead continued to speak about our day together, and the moving experience of visiting her mother's birthplace. As she talked Jacqui's fingers touched my naked chest and she'd began tracing little.