We arrive at a tiny little place in town. I can tell that it is one of your favourites because everyone there seems to know you. The hostess starts to... lead us to a table in the back and you stop her.“Can we have one in the centre Sally?” you say.“Of course Christian” she says.Sally leads us to the middle of the room and you pull out my chair for me and I sit. I order a Canadian Whiskey and ginger ale and you order your Samuel Adams. When the server returns with our drinks we order our plates.. And for the mostpart we all know how those first loves usually end - painfully. I stillthink of her often though it has only been just over five months nowsince I received her letter in the mail. The pain gets a little biteasier as the time passes. But do I ever understand how men in theirsocial isolation can make a woman their entire world. I can nowunderstand how men can get so possessive and downright jealous. And Ican easily understand the underlying insecurity that breeds the veryjealousy,. Lucky for the men, there were way more women than men and most were feeling pretty happy as the party progressed. I danced with several of the sisters and sometimes more than one at once (fast country music has that advantage). During a slow song, I asked Jenn, the 18 year old to join me and as we moved to the music, she melted herself against me. Her large boobs pressed firmly against my chest and she wrapped her arms around my neck and her thighs trapped my leg hard against her crotch. My. As a matter of fact, it would not accept anyone else's touch, physically. It slipped from the grasp as if you were trying to grip water.While Roland understood the intellectual reasons for some of the doubts, he was feeling resentful all over again. He had thought this was behind him. But it appeared that what his teachers and masters of magic-craft could not understand or directly control, raised their suspicions. Not an unusual thing to happen, but annoying none-the-less.The Duke's palace or.