Her mother saw the suspicion in her eyes and asked "So, Megan, what is it you wish YOU didn't have to do tomorrow?"Megan frowned. "I wish I didn't hav...e cheerleader practice." she said to herself. When she realized she'd said it out loud she found three people staring at her with astonished faces. Megan LOVED being a cheerleader."What's going on honey?" asked her mother.Megan had a dilemma. She'd been excited about being on the pill at first. But when she'd told Tommy about it, he'd gotten pushy. I smiled at her and took herhand."Hi again, sweetheart," I said. "Are you feeling any better?" Hi miss Cathilynn. I'm kinda numb. I can feel some parts of me, butothers are just not there, you know?"Her breathing was harsh and ragged, and I feared tiring her. I'd beentold, on the way into ICU, that she had refused a breathing tube sinceshe'd regained consciousness."Honey," I asked. "Don't you think you should have them put in thatbreathing tube? It sounds like you're having a tough time. My daughter was comforted, listening to the happiness and true love which beamed in my voice. She was just a small child when her mother and I had divorced and was too young to understand the reasons why I left her mom. She had also witnessed the heartache that I suffered with women who had come and gone throughout my life. Monica didn’t like to see me living alone and felt I deserved so much more in life than what I had previously received. She couldn’t have been more happy when I told her. I told him no, and he just kissed my neck while we watched some more. They were doing things Mommy and I had done together because she was teaching me to be a Real Woman, but I never thought girls would do this on the net for everyone to see. Why would they do that? Daddy said well you know Cassie, you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, and I said Daddy I know and he said what do you think about showering with me, and of course I said let’s. Mommy would say that, and now I.