.. well, let's just say I'm trying to give them the benefit of the doubt and I'm hoping they recognize their role in things. But here's what you're mi...ssing, Mom. I'm not that much different from Regan in a lot of ways. I don't have friends either. I've never really had a relationship worth talking about. Grace Evans in ninth grade is probably the closest thing I've ever had to something normal with a girl. I know you worried about Erin but, and please don't think I'm being a jerk ... I figured. I knew I looked like a complete sissy, maybe even likea girl. But I loved how I looked, and I loved how wearing the bra felt. And having two cute girls oohing and aahing and telling me how good Ilooked did just what Pam thought it would - it made me more amenable togoing through with this.The second bra I got was a full A cup, and instead of a little padding,it had silicone gel inserts. This small difference made a big differencein how my chest looked and felt. It felt, and looked, like I. Although being extremely bright, dab was dunce, he knew nothing when it came unto sex, except that he got hard down there when he saw a girl and that they had a vagina that got wet; he learnt it in science class. Other than that he was clueless but that was all about to change.It was Thursday night, games night at all dorms and the executives for the dorms provided the since they weren't allowed to have none in the dorms. It was a pack of playing cards that was given to them on this night.. For example he told me he had a girlfreind in his street in london which i didn't doubt but i disbelived any girls would do half the things that he said they had done with him)"OK ENOUGH"i said puting a little force behing my words"i really dont care what these girls did with you okay" You're just jealous because you're in love with a girl whos way out of your league!!"this was said very loudly and most of the dining hall turned to look at me i felt there eyes burn into the back of my head and.