Riving back home that night, I really found it difficult to get Diane out of my mind. For the first time since Connie, I had found a girl I really fel...t attracted to. With Connie, it wasn't so much a physical attraction for her as it was another quality, which I had taken to labeling charisma. With Diane, it was a strong physical attraction, plus the fact I liked her flamboyant and exuberant approach to life. How many girls would have been willing to make the kind of public spectacle of. "Okay, Okay..." I swallowed and began to read. "Page One. Dear Diary, My name is CandyCummings. I have decided to keep a diary to tell all about my life eventhough I never did read or write too good." I stopped and looked up. Itook a deep breath and continued. "I am 32 years old. I am pretty oreverybody tells me that even tho' I feel like I am getting old sometimes.Even so, everyone says I look like 10 years younger than I am. I like tohave fun. I love to dance. I like to go out with. Yeh meri guarantee hai ki aap dono Anamika aur Anupriya ke fan ho jaoge.” Uske baad maine Zahaib aur Zaheer ko mere hotel ka address, suite ka number diya.Fir woh dono mujhe goodbye kehte hue mere cabin se chale gaye. Fir main bhi evening mein office se ghar aakar bathroom mein fresh hone chala gaya.Fresh hokar aane ke baad maine dinner kiya. Dinner karne ke baad night walk karke apne bedroom mein aakar raat 11 baje so gaya.Subah sokar uthne ke baad main bathroom mein fresh hone gaya. Fir ready. “Before you two boys fountain all your warm stuff over us, why don’t we move on to the advanced practice portion of the lesson?”The kids goggled at her. “Sandra, you had asked about bondage, and anal intercourse. Still curious?”“Heck, yes, Mom!”“Well, do you think that you can trust your father?”“Mom, I trust Daddy with my life!”“Really, really trust your dad? Even if he tied you up?”The girl paused, reflecting. “Yeah, Mom. I can trust Daddy, even to the point of being tied up. Why? Why might.