It had been a long time since I felt myself letting go with a man.He spent the night in my bed. I felt safe cuddled up to a man. I couldn't remember t...he last time that I slept the entire night with a man. I thought the next morning would be awkward but it wasn't. When I woke up, Leonard had taken a shower and had coffee made. I jumped in and took a quick shower and joined him for coffee and bagels."I had to look through a few drawers to find the coffee filter and bagels. I hope you don't mind.". Thetrip over was long but going first class was nice. In the past I hadonly ever traveled tourist and had always felt cramped. First class wasso nice. The meals were good and the drinks were plentiful. At my newsize I just couldn't hand as much alcohol as I used to. By the time wereached Bangkok I was quite light headed. Karl made sure we got to ourhotel. The pageant was a day away so I didn't get to see much of Bangkok beforethe event. Karl promised that as soon as it was over he would. His face was haggard and he was thin and gaunt and dressed in rags. He looked weak and yet at the same time he lunged forward like a mad dog and entered the barn.“Please Sir, we mean you no harm,” Charles thought to say. The man struck Charles down with the butt of his pistol and left him on the ground unconscious or dead. I cried out and for that he grabbed me first and had his way with me.I could put up no fight and naked and chained as I was there was no use in protesting either. He. It really turns me on. But I won't hassle you about it." But you need your decision to be about what you would like to do, not about any second thoughts you think I might have. Because the hardest thing I had to do this week was to get what happened Sunday out of my mind so that I could concentrate on what the instructors were saying. In case you have any doubts, let me assure you, I am all for it. But only if you can do it and then go to bed with me on Sunday night and think, 'Damn! That was.