I should probably go…’ he said. He knew leaving would be the proper thing to do, but he certainly didn’t want to. ‘Why? There isn’t class t...omorrow…’ she trailed off and he thought he noticed a hint of hurt in those aquamarine eyes. He always felt like she could see all the way into him every time she looked at him. ‘No, there isn’t… Do you…’ Not sure of what else to say he just looked at her. ‘You can stay with me. I don’t mean like that… just… oh, I’m rambling.’ ‘I understand.’ He smiled. ‘Do. ‘I’ve waited so long for him to realize he loves me!’ she thought. ‘I can’t wait for him to hold me in his arms.’ Mac rang her bell promptly at seven. Her heart beat faster as she opened the door to what she thought was the beginning of her new life as Mac’s girl. ‘Hey Sher, you ready to go?’ the words seemed to die on his lips as he looked at Sheri. ‘Why are you so dressed up?’ He noticed her bright smile seem to fade and tried to cover up his obvious blunder. ‘I mean you look great, but I. The glances were not as subdued as I would had anticipated, but with me, having the length & girth advantage, (we're talking about blood relatives here), I was happy to pop a 1/2 boner, just for the fun of it. My Uncle was also happy to display the same courtesy. Again, it's a guy thing. We were still alone in the sauna,and VERY obviously checking each other out, we decided to take a shower and leave. It was an "open " shower set up, with no individual shower stalls. It suited the situation. “Aha! You’ve had an idea. There is something you’d like to try,” James smiled, genuinely pleased. “Tell me!”I looked into his handsome face, took a deep breath and replied:“Perhaps it’s having to make a decision that’s making me anxious. Perhaps if you… if you took control instead; if you dominated me. Perhaps if you tell me what to do; make it feel like I don't have a choice other than to obey you; that I have to do what you want. Maybe that way I’d be able to relax.”“And maybe you won't feel.