The whole day seemed longer and I couldn’t concentrate on any other thing, only the monster I saw the day before and the squeeze of hips kept reverb...erating through my head. I returned to my room sooner than normal got changed and went to the rooftop to relax and thought about the two days that have changed the way I thought about Adarsh. Earlier he seemed shy and interest less but now he seems hot and inviting .The more I thought about Adarsh the more excited I got, we were roommates for nearly. I can rub around your ankles better if you are a little closer. If you want, I can massage your legs. You tell me how the lady does it. It will be another benefit of working here for you." Okay, thanks. Let's see."With that, I pulled out a bottle of the new K-Y Massage Oil they sell at Walgreens."What is that?" Massage oil. I think it will feel better to you."What I didn't tell her is that is was warming oil. I hope she liked it. I started massaging her wonderful feet. She closed her eyes. She. " You can join us if you want." I said smiling."I'm alright. Just let me know if you need anything." She said."We will," Mya replied. "You're an asshole," she added to me, when her mother closed the door.Her mother had broken the spell, but I knew that I had an in. A few days later, I set up a second study session.***At our second meeting, her mother was not there, but her boyfriend was. Desean was a thin guy. Not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but pleasant enough to be around. It was clear. They hadn't even given up the room.I'd had all day to think about it and as I drove home I made up my mind. My revenge would to be to let Brad support me while I cut back on the amount of sex I gave him as I looked for lovers of my own. I would never refuse Brad sex, but I would never again be the one to initiate it. As I sat at my kitchen table and sipped a glass of white wine I thought about what I was going to do. I was going to take on a lover (or lovers) and as long as I was going to do it.