There wasn't a specific date, he could draw to mind when he'd taken that first 'bad' step. Though it would be so easy to just blame it all on Sato. 'y...eah', too damn easy!Laying cheek upon the oddly comforting smoothness of the asphalt, closing his eyes he wondered. Perhaps it would be fitting if some speeding motorist unexpectedly put him out of his misery! He didn't know how long he continued that way having lost all sense of time. Before finally looking up, and by the grace of starlight saw. Finally, i decided, i have to become friends with thisamazing woman. Then just maybe.. my dream would come true.After talking toher for awhile we became good friends, it was time to start flirting withher. I would innocently tickle her and fool around with her. While shethought i was being her friend and fooling around, i thought that i wasgetting closer and closer to making pasionate love to her. i would go toher house everyday and try to get her to want me like i wanted her. Afterweeks of. The sort of person who seeks to change the established order is called a revolutionary. I would be very careful about such things, because it's going to be easy to make mistakes. Mistakes like that can get a lot of people killed, including you. And the rest of us."There was a stir in the rest of the camp; Judy turned to look and saw heliograph flashing from the same mountain as that morning."Make sure you are ready to go first thing in the morning," Tuck told them, "for that matter, if you're. "NO!....Annie." The shouting seems to be over.I move and sit on the end of the bed, facing away from her."Owww....Fuck....Im sorry ok....really sorry....Annie please." Beth sobs."No your not...you dont mean it." I do....please forgive me?" You've gone too far this time....what about that lassie...her face?" I reply."I know....I dont know....I will make it alright....will buy her some flowers or some shit....I dont know?" She tails off sniffing loudly and I am guessing she is crying, or about.