" Because he was drunk?" Cindy guessed."Because I kicked him in the crotch so hard, his balls are probably in his lungs," she said acidly."You did WHA...T?" He hit me, the asshole. I told him that he'd better NEVER do that again ... and of course, he did it again ... slapped me right across the face. I had a boyfriend once that taught me how to punt a football ... and that's just what I did with his nuts. The asshole obviously really gets off on hitting women, because his pecker was sticking. A great deal of our sense of self is formed from memories that we're constantly consciously and especially subconsciously aware of. One simplistic computer analogy is that they're in RAM rather than on hard disk. In humans there's a great deal of overlap between 'program' and 'data', which is another simplistic analogy. How we behave, our personalities, beliefs, etc. (i.e., the program that 'runs' us) is substantially written and re-written by the 'data' we encounter (i.e., by what happens to. " - Katie now seems confused by my questions but she contiunues to confessKatie: "he kept reassurring me that it was normal and that what we talked about stayed between us"Katie did you already have solo orgasms when the sessions started age of only f0urteen, Karie?Karie: yes, I am thinking back now to the first time he said to me as he was questioning me ...Katie: "... and asked why my nipple appeared to be hard under my shirt" ... Katie blushed badly!Katie tells me more: "after that session. Maegan rushed over to close the program but Victoria held up her hand to block her daughter-in-law’s access to the keyboard. She scrolled up and studied the chat more and by the time she looked up, Maegan knew her face was burning red. “Now I know why this house is not spotless Maegan. Sitting here fantasying about being spanked by some strange woman on-line, is not what I would have expected of my twenty-eight year old daughter-in-law. It might be understandable from someone half your age but.