5’9’’ green eyes, light brown hair. My story takes place last year in Sydney, one of the longer trips for swim competitions. It was normal for 4... of us to share a room with two beds, which added not only to my lust for Dustin’s dick, we usually shared a bed, but also to my fear of making any sort of pass on him, the other guys would definitely know. But this night was different, for some reason once I turned 18 I had even more of a desire to get with a guy, my youth was passing me by! So that. Running her hands through my hair to loosen the curls. He tight body pushed against my back and I was sure she did it on purpose. It worked as I leaned back into her, relishing the feel of her skin against mine. In matching outfits we could almost pass as sisters. The only difference being my soft pale skin and intense brown eyes, and of course what we were about to do on stage. She tied my silver filigree mask tightly against my hair and turned around so I could secure hers in place. It was. But it never happened and here I was, already 18 and resigned to the fact that I would be the shortest, scrawniest shit in the world.My first year of college was uneventful. I got average grades taking gen-ed courses. Had no friends --- and definitely no girlfriends. But the summer after my freshman year, everything changed.First off, I started growing like a weed... I grew from 5'1" to 6'2" in the span of three months. It was crazy --- I was in major pain all the time and I began to get. It has been a long road from the months of not being able to do anything by myself, to being able to do the most basic of things. Who knew one could miss being able to urinate with out assistance.So, a long road of recovery from an accident that really should have killed me. Months of in and out of morphine induced nightmares, to being able to speak again, to being able to control an electric wheelchair, to being able to sit on my own. This had been that last two years of my life, watching.