I thought it was guilt not sorrow.''A bit of both in reality. I still miss her and do feel guilty about thinking about another woman.'Before I could s...ay anything else someone enquired about one of Lucy's carvings, so I left her to it whilst I sat down to my butty and coffee.We continued to chat when customers, or should that be lack thereof, allowed and seemed to be getting along quite well. I told her about my wife and daughter, and how Kate's interest had held sway. Lucy told me about how she. ..IT WAS A NEW WORK DAY and Janes's mind was made up. She'd do the hanky-panky. But only with one man to start. Oh, she knew full well, deep down, that she could probably handle it all, even the weird sexual things she knew would be expected of her, but she wanted to be sure it didn't totally freak her out and give her the jeeberjabbers, if you will.With that in mind, she went to see Wanda. The General Manager listened carefully and when Jane had completely spun her little tale, Wanda said. ”Her cousin looked at me a little concerned then smiled ironically.“That was quick.”“Might as well make hay while the sun shines. Besides, what better way for me to learn about art than to take part in its creation?”“Well put”, said Zane, but his tone concealed the merest hint of doubt. I took a sip of my wine and sat back contented. Life was good.I made arrangements with Loretta for the following Saturday. She was to come over at ten in the morning and sit in on a session with one of my. I had set my phone with an alarm so I would be out of the tub before the 45 mins was up. As I laid there soaking, I heard a knock on the door. "Room service." I panicked. "Come on in" I yelled back. I heard the door open. "I'll be right out" I told the attendant. I quickly got out of the tub and dried off as fast as possible. I had not brought any clothes into the bathroom with me. However, hanging on the back of the door was a hotel robe. I put this on and tied it around my waist."I'm sorry.