He remarked on how Vicky’s hole was running with her juices, l told Vicky to spread her legs because l was going to fist her, Syd couldn’t believe... his eyes as my fist disappeared into the dark depths between my sister’s legs, l got near up to my elbow inside her she arched her back and began to orgasm shouting at me to give her more. Syd was sat watching Vicky twist and convulse on my arm, l could see he was eager to take his turn, so sliding my arm from her gaping hole, l told him to try and. "sorry i was thinking"we spent the rest of the bus ride in amicable chatter about school and inconsequential things.As we got of the bus at my stop(she lived just down the streed from me less than a minutes jog away)We lingered at the end of my road to conclude our converstaion and i leant forward to say goodbye i gave her a quick hug and said goodbye to my absolute surprise she did not recoil or ask what i was doing and leant into the hug to.i felt the hot skin of her cheek in my cheek and. So mentally excited and so physically frustrated that Iwas a tingling mess of nerves. My eyes watered up. I was angry at myselfand especially at Stephanie. In less than five minutes I had gone froman ecstatic pure high of pride in myself and my abilities to a pit ofshame and failure and ridicule. Yes, from the sublime to the ridiculous.Worse than ridicule when I thought about it. I felt used and abused. Akind of violation of the mind and spirit. One that I had brought uponmyself. It was all my. It would be to accept my position in life, to deny everything before that. It would mean I would stop being her friend, and start being her servant. It would be the end of life as I knew it, I told her."But," she said, "it's a good idea."So I signed it. And the world didn't change immediately. Things went by almost exactly as usual, except that I had more money and more free time. I made about $1,000 a month, and they even set up a bank account for me, to which it was directly deposited. Life.