Is that how you really feel?”“Yes! You’re the most amazing woman I could ever know.”“And, you’re the only man who cared to try to understa...nd me. In fact, I think you might understand me better I understand myself.” We lay on the grass just holding each other. And, yes, receiving frequent licks from my other lover. I shared with him the thoughts, the revelations, I had upon hearing his words, the release and freedom to discover, accept, and experience. He held me tightly and rolled me on top of. .. no hanky-panky without letting the other know, and certainly it had proved to be a beautiful relationship. She had forced the little green-eyed monster back into its mental cage and filled her mind with their prospective future."God..." she had whispered, a touch of avarice replacing her jealousy of the moment before. "Do... do you really think we can do it, Jack... ? I mean, get a bid to join? You know what it can mean for you. I-It isn't as if we haven't gone the swinging route before.... Her heart pounded so hard against her rip cage. She felt nervous. What would she say? Before she could think any further the door opened and she was facing Spencer. They just stood there studying each other as Spencer opened her mouth. "Allison," she said but she wouldn't let her finish, couldn't let her finish. She wanted to take her right there. Her senses going crazy. The need to taste her overwhelming. She crushed her lips onto Spencer's soft ones kissing her eagerly. Spencer slowly. We were staying at a very nice downtown hotel which his company was paying for. We were attending the annual company meeting and the wives were invited. It was our first night there and no activities were planned so we could do whatever. We had been married for almost 14 yrs. For the last 3 we had been leading a double life. At his suggestion we had started going to swinger parties and having sex with other people. At first I was not sure about that but soon found out I loved it. It gave me the.