She then cuffed her left hand leaving her right free to retrieve the lighter from her mouth. She wasn’t even hanging yet, but could already begin t...o feel the blood rushing into her head. “Oh, one more thing Steve, I lied, you’ll be released at 9PM, not midnight. I really wanted to give you as long a time with me as possible. That way, if you do decide to call at midnight, you’ll still have me to yourself for three hours. I really do hope you stay with me until morning though. Don’t call. I dont care for the fact she hasnt cum during those few times where everything is rushed, but I make up for it later when there is time. I have gone without orgasm before during those few makeup sessions, where she gets to orgasm and I just get to be the one lucky enough to be providing the stimulus with mouth, hands, finger. Im lucky enough to be there watching her mouth form an o as her breathing turns harsh and she grabs me tightly and then contracts in orgasm on me, my tongue, fingers. That. I believe one of the things an alcoholic says is that they will stay ‘sober for today’ and that’s the goal.”“Using addiction language about your relationship with Bethany, and hers with you, is more apt than you might realize.”“Trust me, Doc, I know.”“The first drink is always attractive and you always tell yourself you can stop at one. You can’t.”“I hear you,” I said. “I’m staying sober for today.”“Tell me about your relationships with your two female friends,” Doctor Mercer requested.I. I invited him out to the garage to see my car and he was all for it.I keep my car in an attached, heated garage and covered with blankets when I don't plan to drive it for a while. He helped me uncover it and I thought he was going to actually drool on it! I invited him to sit in the driver's seat and he was very excited. Beginning to think that maybe I had a chance to get naked with him, I asked if he would like to take it for a spin? He could hardly speak! I handed him the keys and sat.