Were you scared?’ ‘I was so scared that I thought I’d pee my panties. And then I was more afraid that I’d do that than I was of anything that ...awful man said he’d do to me, so I just kept squeezing my legs together and that gave me something real to concentrate on.’ ‘What did you and the commander say to each other on the way back?’ ‘He said that you’d just done him a big favor, and he was surprised that he could return it so soon afterward. He told me that I was very brave, and he felt bad that. Me- I promise you that from now on I won’t talk to you. You just suppose that you don’t have any brother.After saying all these things I did not wait for his answer and left his room. For me, our relationship was over. He was stunned by my anger and was unable to answer immediately as this was his big mistake. Next morning when I woke up I was ignoring him. He tried to talk to me but I was not in a mood to listen.Finally, at noon, he requested me to just listen to him and I gave him a. “Don’t say anything.” “I won’t," I said. “Listen, did you walk in here today when I was taking a nap?” Her face turned a few more shades red. “Yes, and I’m sorry. I didn’t know… ” “You’re fine,” I said cutting her off. “How long were you there?” “Long enough to see you were really getting into it,” she replied. “Well if you don’t say anything, I won’t say anything. Deal?” “Deal.” I nodded and turned off the light as I swung my legs back into bed. After a few minutes Rachel called out, “John.”. "What you mean?" I said tilting my head."Well," he said, "for instance. When I came in you flipped your headbackwards. You constantly push your hair back out of your face, andcurrently the way you're sitting." I looked down at the way my legs werefolded, and how my arms hands rested on the blanket, and then suddenlyaware of what I was doing, I pushed a strand of hair away from my face."Oh my god," I said."Are you alright?" he asked me. I collapsed back onto the bed, my gazeheading towards the.