I mean, I've been wanting to talk about it for a while now--like you said, to figure it out, you know?" Okay," I said slowly, not sure where this was ...going. "Luke..." You don't have any feelings for me?" he asked, almost sounding skeptical. "Look, I know you're with Seth, okay. It's just... do you?"I stared at him, feeling completely on the spot."I said I care about you," I responded quietly, a little miffed that suddenly he seemed to be so controlled about this whole thing. "And maybe I'm a. . ! The most wonderful girl in the world was sharing my bed. My mind flooded with loving thoughts, I began breathing in the essence of her warm sexy womanly fragrance.Julie nestled her soft body against me. Her sweet warm breasts felt so nice against my chest. She was so warm, so alive. I felt her gentle warm breath touch my face as she turned to face me in the pitch-black darkness.A line from an old song kept going through my head that night as I drifted off into a peaceful sleep. "At last.... ... either a fat old woman. Or Fat females in general. And do not chew me the fuck out. Bitch me out (because if you look at my fucking handle,) IM ALL THE FUCK ABOUT A BIG FAT CHICK. Lmfao. It’s just what I love. A guy reading sports mags, gun mags, or any other mag. Nothing really of importance. ( AGAIN NOT EVERY FUCKING BODY OK. BEFORE YOU START SENDING THE COMMENTS, yeah buddy I read. I might educated and on) good on ya. “ LET ME CLARIFY, THE VAST MAJORITY I SEE. ONLY WHAT I WITNESS. NOT. There is always energy left for you. Come to me.Neha: Yes, yes. I will. But before that, I too need a gift for our wedding anniversary.Me: oh yes. Anything you want in this world. I will do everything I can to get it.Neha: Are you sure?Me: Yes, baby.Neha: My mom.Me: What? Your mom? I didn’t get it.Neha: You dumbo. Even I want to have sex with my mom.Me: What? Are you serious? You went crazy at me for just looking at her, and now, you want to have sex with her?Neha: Haha. That I was testing you.