...It was pitch black as i walked about two blocks slowly down the middle of the alley wishing i'd have met new dick. It was night but I was so hot co...vered in oil and sweat.....Out of nowhere this homeless looking guy bigger than me on a bike turns left and is face to face with me. He jus stopped his bike and sat there staring. I froze scared to death like a deer in head lights. I think i wanted to tremble but was to hot. I stood there at least 3 minutes not daring to move. This stranger was. Once I was in place I pretended to read a magazine, but my eyes were fixed on her and especially when she rubbed her skin with sun screen so her entire body was shining.My dick was now rock hard as I discretely rubbed it against the sand under my towel and swimming trunks. I felt the urge, had it been acceptable, to tear off my shorts and jerk off in front of her. While fantasizing about that, she unfortunately seemed to get ready to leave for the day and suddenly she was just a very hot. Over the years, I had developed the habit of not finding out too much about my lovers—keeping them friends without falling in love—because learning about them was not worth the pain. I had many lovers on the go, and was always up for fun, but hadn't had any real emotional connection to a woman for a long time.Winn was different. From the very start I wanted to know everything about her. I was surprised to realize I had no particular expectations about who she was or should be. Each discovery. “Why is he doing this?” Shawna said. “That’s not Paul. Paul wouldn’t do this.”“Yes he would,” I said. It was the first thing I’d said in a while and it startled us both. I looked at my hands (not hands anymore, really) as I talked. “You know how Paul was: selfish, hot-tempered, and a showoff. I loved him more than anyone, but you know how he was. We all knew.”“Paul wouldn’t hurt people.”“You don’t know what he’d do if he had to. No one knows what they might do.” The wind grew louder. Shawna.