Once we got back, thanksgiving break had begun and we both had the whole week off and we planned to get together at my house when my parents were gone... for the weekend. The night he arrived , his mom dropped him off and he came into the house. He put his stuff in my room where we would be sleeping . We both grabbed something to eat And went to my room and started to watch some movies. Halfway through the second movie we started to hold hands and lean and Cuddle . We then just couldn't wait any. Mom told me that it would hurt the first time a man took me, but all I felt was a man giving me his love. It felt so much better than those old books said it would. I want him near me, and inside of me, all that he can. I know that men can only do so much, or so many times, but I want ALL he can give me. I want to be the best he EVER has. I won't even get upset if he tries another woman. All I ask is that he comes back to me when he finishes with her.Julia and Sharon exchanged looks, and Julia. I had never since I met Janice ever had I gone this long without sex. Janice was a sexual dynamo and seeing her at the counseling sessions was torcher. I figured that is what led partially to the affair. Maybe I am not big enough for her anymore. We all know about how massive all black people are.I wanted her so bad, I don’t know if she would ever want me after she had his ball bat inside her or not, and I know she would forever be comparing me to him even silently, if not allowed.I called her. He then called a cab and arrived at the airport five minutes before his flight was scheduled to leave.The flight was almost full. His first class seat though was comfortable and welcoming. Had Philip been on the plane for any other reason besides the one he was on for, he'd have found the flight attendant's smile and her welcoming scent arousing, instead though he was too distracted as memories of his youth assailed him.When his flight landed in Houston, he had a fifty-minute layover. He called.