"We will spend the day thinking of refining your balance and movementLisa. I will be here to review how you keep yourself focused. Thereis a computer ...set up for you in the library. You will use it to findyour first lessons."The thought of Professor Higgins re-occurred to me as I went to thelibrary and began. She filled my days with exercises and adjustments.Once again I was alone to focus and re-create myself. This work, thepractice, the lessons with Renee, was somewhat similar to. Looking down, I saw a tinylittle cowbell hanging above and between my breasts. I looked atMistress, confused."Don't you like your collar, pet?" She smiled at me then kissed mycheek. "I want you to wear it while we're out so that everyone knowsyou're mine." With that, she helped me to my feet and back to thebathroom. As she pulled out her cosmetics, she continued to explain."Today, because we're short on time, I'll help you put on your make up;however, starting tomorrow, you will practice. "No. We don't need a piece of paper from the government to confirm our devotion to each other. We are both still free to pursue other loves, though we never have." I see. So her last name isn't Spillane." No. Her name is Aileen Wells."He stood up and walked over to the bookcase. "Alex, have you ever heard of Tantra?"The change of subject startled me. "Tantric sex? Sure, some. It's when a couple stay inside each other for hours. No thrusting. The man never comes. The rock singer Sting is into. I heard of the term before but never asked what it meant. You have to keep in mind that I grew up secluded. He explained to me that it was sucking on his penis. I was totally put off by this. I told him that I did not want to put it in my mouth and he said okay. He then grabbed me and flipped me onto my back. He started to kiss me. He then began to kiss down my neck and chest. The bra was a front clip and he almost ripped it off of me. He took a nipple into his mouth and with the other.