" Jessica said trying to collect her thoughts. "You were at my Aunt's house." Then her face clouded. "Is it all burnt?" I believe so. The memories can...'t be replaced, but the house can." You're an FBI agent, right?" Yes." Sorry. I probably got introduced, but everything is still ... It's like a haze." I know, and yes, we met before. I'm Agent Ling." Agent Ling, will you tell me the truth, if I ask you a question?" If I can." Is John alive?"Ling smiled. She was glad to hear that question."Yes,. Yes." She paused. "You know I do." "OK then, it's settled." I slammed my coffee cup down on the table like a judge pounding a gavel. "Let's go." "Where?" "You'll see," and I swept the dishes into the sink, threw the papers into the trash (no recycling for this impulsive fool!) grabbed the car keys and held the door open for Kathy. "After you, my sweet." Kathy reached for her purse and I knocked it away. "You won't need that," I said smartly. "I'm not going anywhere looking like this,". We spend what seems like an eternity, touching and kissing, stroking each others body. My naked breasts rubbing against your tee shirt. You begin to undress and push me back on the rug, kissing and nibbling my throat and neck. I can feel how hard you are, and you push your legs between mine, forcing my legs apart widely, so you can lie between my thighs. We continue to touch and kiss, licking and softly biting each other. I have one arm behind your head, stroking your hair. We are kissing each. How does one not go insane? And then there was always the fact that any given excuse would just jump into my mind. She came onto me (But you didnt fight) I did try to stop her (You could have if you had truly tried) so dont think me a monster. I was confused probably more so than anybody, but the small part of me that wanted this to end was greatly outmatched by the lust Bella brought onto me. And who to confide in? There was only me. So what to do. What to do except walk home, greatly ashamed,.