I suddenly felt like I was losing some control. My heart started beating a bit faster and my breathing was getting a bit more tense. Jason leaned over... me to look at his laptop again. His neck couldn't have been more than a millimeter from my face. I could smell the fresh scent of his cologne. My senses were getting quite overwhelmed. "So, what do we do once we get into the bedroom?" He asked."What? Oh. Right. The story." Wiggling my ass on Jason's lap, trying to balance myself on top of his. Search for me and you will find water." My senses are tingling and I set out to look for you. I look downstairs and find it empty. I cautously walk up the stairs and can hear the shower running. I enter your bedroom and see the blinds drawn and candles lit. I walk into the bathroom and see you through the shower door. Your body is a siloutte through the glass and you look amazing. you see me and say, "there's room for two in here." Accepting the invitation, I undress as quick as I can.There you. I had determined years ago that the problem was really within me. What Ruth had needed most was for me to take the reins and push her out of her comfort zone and into reality. I know that I would have loved her and cherished her during the first difficult real encounter and long afterward. She had been my first true love, and I loved her still for holding that place in my heart. What Ruth had needed was me to be the man I was today, but back then I was still just a boy with no clue in the. The Duke had set it all up.Rocky pulled his thumb from my mouth and took off his pants. He folded them neatly and placed them on the couch. Then, he said, "Take off my shorts, baby! Slowly!"I hooked a finger on each side of his boxers and slowly edged them down. Man, was his crotch hairy! A real mop of black hair. Sticking out of this mop was his thick penis. It looked as if it had a hair coat on to keep it from getting cold. And, man, was his cock thick! Even flaccid it looked 2" wide, maybe.