“I thought you would be mad at me, or hate me, for having sex feelings about you like that. And it was just too weird for me to deal with when I was... that young.” She smiled wistfully. “I swore I’d never ride Jeffy again, but that only lasted about two days. It’s funny, I thought that he was the only thing that could get me off that way, like Jeffy had some sort of magical power. I eventually figured out that I could straddle my teddy bear or one of my stuffed unicorns and get the same feeling.. . subby simply gets on her knees between mine ... and try to find it :grinning: 07:25I was trying to understand bits from your profile ... but I know a bit only about 100 characters so far I read "Ni-Hon" and the number "2 2 ", which might be your age at registration, I guess "While I try to make more sense of her profile, she disappears from our conversation & logs outWhile I write the few lines I quote below to her, her green light turns off - Like she does me,. ." he said in an impatient tone while holding him under his arms i closed my eyes and slowly pressed my lips against his...own, warm lips .. i pull back and stare at the floor hearing Aaron make gestures that i couldnt describe but found out to be some faces of disgust.. "Simon says go Aaron if this disgusts you so?" .. Aaron stop and fell silent " What?" "You heard me ... Simon..says...go" I turned my head to see him with a shocked face "But..Simon.." "'Oh Simon' nothing, you dont like the. ”“Are you suggesting they did so without any guilt and stigma of sexuality?” He shrugged his shoulders. “Of course. They were the followers of Mary Magdalene. In all my research, there is nothing that leads me to believe she ever stopped being a sexual person. To the contrary, there is much depicted about them where the use of sex, the freely rejoicing of the body with the soul, crossed barriers that mere teaching and preaching failed.”Still unsure what this all had to do with my situation, I.